meditation
it is good
to open this WINDOW
it is good
to leave this DOOR ajar
it is marvelous
to take a swig
of this RADIANCY
it is proper
and salutary
to draw Understanding
from the Source
of every kind of
Pre-Causality
***
purifying waves
come
one after the other
blind and deaf
we build
more sandcastles
only few
get of THIS
only the awaken
understand IT
equaly submerged
in the Ocean of Eden
and yet
hardly anyone
wants to get free
from the salty of māyā
***
at the bottom of the heart
in meanders of the Soul
from the depths of your eyes
Being the essence of things
superconsciously
in a multitude of forms
with a human face
Divinity revealed
***
searching for
happiness
i am searching
in you
i am searching for
You
i am searching for
the Supreme
Myself
I am finding it
***
like clouds
thoughts are flowing
through me
in humility
I persevere
I contemplate
Intoxicating taste
of the sky
***
disguised Compassion
to experience humanity
in you
in me
incarnated
his Light is blinking at us
God
Bergen op Zoom
30. 07. 2014
22:37
***
gripping
too tightly
we crush happiness
in the bud
loosening
we let
callow
fulfilment
fly away
wanting
is not enough
wanting
should be skillful
Bergen op Zoom
15. 06. 2014
19:28
Martínkovice
20. 03. 2015
***
getting to know me
you discover Yourself
free your heart
from the cage of fear
look into eyes
rise
above physicality
there lives
unblemished I
there is Undersanding
and Answer
Wałbrzych
17. 11. 2012
21:20
Martínkovice
20. 03. 2015
***
in your pupils
I saw
I enruptured
purely and deeply
many names
beauty has
different face
different body
the same flesh
the same SOMETHING
in your eyes
Divinely perfect
Wałbrzych
21. 10. 2012
23:08
***
I asked
for Understanding
and it happened
Brightness cast down ego
I am rising from knees
strightening my spine
raising up my eyes
now I know
everything is different
I worked out
who I not - am
Wałbrzych
13. 08. 2012
23:32
Martínkovice
20. 03. 2015
***
let's ignore physicality
never mind sex
forget garments
a dress
a dress suit
different assortment
of one textile mask
proper
Divinehumanhood
prior
ability to Love
Wałbrzych
13. 07. 2012
22:46
***
poisoned bodies
minds
full of venom
behold the man
- flash alive
beautiful bodies
and thoughts
like birds free
behold the Man
-a subtle soul
and where are you?
Praga
21. 01. 2012
07:22
***
with virgin purity of a stream
begin
with dignity of a brook
innocently ripe
with appeal of a river
majestatically evolve
with stillness of a lake
resist stagnation
following example of a stream
do not turn into a swamp
finally become
a drop in a shoreless Ocean
Praga
21. 01. 2012
06:33
Martínkovice
20. 03. 2015
***
in a kaleidoscope
of gob and faces
Se-e-e-e-lf
reflection
do you look at yourself
in the mirror
of mass illusion
or in the window
of your Heart
what does this
window dressing game
tell you
what does this
chiaroscuro mirage
show you
which reflection is true
which effigy is yours
if any?
Wałbrzych
08. 10. 2014
00:27
Wałbrzych
26. 03. 2015
20:58
***
it is not about closeness
of the bodies
but about unity
of the souls
it is not the senses
nothing about senses
the point is in consciousness
union of vibration
Love
experiencing
Absolute Oneness
finding
the Most High in us
Praga
08.11.2011
11:44
***
for nothing
blind faith
we need
conscious reflection
the Earth
is not flat
round it is not either
Praga
06. 11. 2011
08:02
Martinkovice
20. 03. 2015
***
lovely to be a bird
to fly carefree
to hop from twig to twig
lovely to be a spruce
to rustle soothingly
to birds and people to sleep
lovely to be a Human
these Miracles contemplate
Praga
03. 11. 2011
08:22
***
reality
is creation of our minds
pityful delusion
we are
fantasy for others
as they are for us
fiction
we continue in non-being
that's life
Banbury
16. 03. 2007
21:02
Wałbrzych
25 .03. 2015
21:36
our Zahir
in each one of us
and in no one
what we desire so much
we stumble around
between self-similar
we make an effort
we experience disillusionment
and that is all
in front of
the sneering Clock
and to the beat of
the arrogant Calendar
under the dictates of
the wicked Time
Coventry
listopad 2007
metropolitam magic
Prague
London
New York
are like me
Wroclaw
Birmingham
as alluring
as dangerous
Oxford
Amsterdam
life
and
agony
Edinborough
Munich
Oneness
located between
awake and dream
Banbury
30. 04. 2007
0:35
Wałbrzych
26. 03. 2015
21:26
point
sometimes
I have an impression
I have already
overstepped it
is it autumn?
or maybe winter?
of my life
for spring - too late
for summer - too cold
Chipping Warden
12. 06. 2007
9:35
Wałbrzych
25. 03. 2015
22:55
philosophical evolution
IT
persists over time
without the beginning
without the end
the only inconstant
is the front
every moment it differs
it grows in length
it expands in width
it changes volume
but it is always itself
IT is IT
Wałbrzych
26. 03. 2015
21:29
***
I can see a cloud
I am the sky
I am looking at the tree
I am forest rustle.
I am observing the wave
I seep through the ocean
multitude of unity
a sparrow and a tomtit
nibble a slice
a dog and a cat
sleep together
Oneness
everywhere
Nowy Jork, Quenns
31.05.2015
14:45
***
in the mirror
I am reading
a prologue
to the breath
unreal letters
take shape
a broken twig
comes alive
scent of lilacs
foreshadows warming
life
gets a taste
with colour palette
tomorrow shines
bitterness episode
has walked away into oblivion
Nowy Jork, Quenns
31.05.2015
14:45
I would invite you
I would invite you to my world
But how to receive you
How to treat
How to welcome
So many differences between us
Looking at the sun you squint eyes
I see hope there
Walking through thickets you swear
I try not to damage them
I would invite you
but water
and fire
are contradicting elements
Chipping Warden 11.06.2006 - 12:15
Night
I peeped a night
as into a day
it was changing
Attiring itself into a dress
chill it camouflaged
I know this dress from somewhere
as if yours
Chipping Warden 26.05.2006 - 13:49
All or Nothing
Why not?
Why not plunge into deep water?
This world is no concern of mine
Stake everything into one card - for latitude
Embark on the expedition - sole, unique
Investigate your interior and shell
One cannot always be minimum attitude
I will set up my own troupe
recovery 30.11.2001 - 12:22
Life
Life
Spare me
Hopelessly shallow emotions
Pardon me
Undisputedly peripheral episodes
Absolve me from
Absurdity of my experiences
Forgive me
Essenceless of important moments
Don't reproach me with
Immensity of burnt-out excitement
Forget
Multitude of mistaken actions
Life!
My life ...
Wałbrzych 13.11.2001 - 8:51
So little
Clamorous senses and desires
Starving taste
a man is in need of another man
Unsatisfied senses and desires
Voracious taste
a man is in need of another man
In order to exist
a man wants another man
Wałbrzych 21.09.2001 - 19:06
Large battle
Every day we conduct, not always conscious
Not always victorious, always purposeful
A battle for life here and later
A battle for souls here and there
Although bravely
Also destructively
Not having spotted clearness
We do not receive divinity
In a neighbor's face
Not having noticed a stamp of God
Trudging further in non-existence
We lose another chance - life
Wałbrzych 24.06.2001 - 22:33
People's traits
What a crazy
habit
persistent affliction
Gaining confidence
domesticating
repulsing
rejecting
to pain treating
Wałbrzych 20.06.2001 - 21:28
A bit of a rhetorical question
Why are you such?
-I am asking looking in eyes' brown
Why do you gain and ruin?
-I am asking lips' caring
Why do you hurt naive hearts?
- I am asking rhetorically
Why does your sorrow immensity expand?
-I am asking noiselessly immersed
in a silver tract face...
Wałbrzych 09.04.2001
An actor
I no longer know if I live this way - because I want
or if I exist for others' satisfaction
Do I play with words or command them?
Words, words which hurt - cause pain
Where are they from, who their is author?
Are my words me? And I?
I am circling like a moth - cheated
I am measuring time waiting for the next act
A script of being lasts, and I am playing
It is time for my lines
It is time to set off to school
Wałbrzych 05.01.2000 - 7:50
Crossroads
I am standing at a crossroads
Where to go?
In front of me there is a thicket
of an ordinary day
At sides infinity
of uncertainty
And behind...
Burnt bridges...
Wałbrzych 11.11.1999 - 21:30
About our life
Life is a road of a non-existent line of course
It is a route full of obstacles and surprises
Such unpredictable phenomena as a July snowfall
And also such beautiful and nice as a bright morning
Only the temptation - on a gold dish served everyday life
This simple entity mutilating life's perception - humanity
Too sweet life we got - we do not value its significance
Believing destructively in double - faced power of civilizational magic
Only when a problem shape appears in the horizon
When something pricks and shades our life - like a night
Do we humble in front of the Creator asking for fatherly help
But when the sorrow passes, bad clouds drop with a rumble
We live as we used to, underestimating given mercy
So as to put on servile masks in a moment of need
Wałbrzych 28.12.1998 - 8:50
Translation by Violetta Wandzlewicz
Reversible message
In the behavior of others
we can spot
our own reflection
In their to us
our attitude to them
In their face
our own shadow
Wałbrzych 11.01.2007 - evening